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Thursday, October 30, 2008

i smell it



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Cause it's not over till it's over.
Every ending is a new beginning.
One more chance to get it right.
One more chance to get it wrong.
It's not over till it's over.
Sometimes nowhere leads to somewere.
And it all starts again in the end.

a short post

THURSDAY.
30102008.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to LOK WAI TOONG (29102008.)
and my beloved uncle (kaiye)
=D



HMM, I'm gonna squeeze everything in this post.
will be a little messy yo. so, just read it IF you understand (:
yesterday, which is Wednesday.
I went to the same old spot and meet up with two crazy guys.
(Ben.Fu Seng.)
yeah right, please stop now while you reading!
HAA. I should say I need more skills that's all.
I know about kesilapan cek, BUT I'm having kesilapan mata and kesilapan calculator xD
that's what a smart girl done and make them laugh for hour.
Thursday oh Thursday,
school have been really sux now a days
will tell you MORE about it after SPM? xD
SPM is drawing closer and closer. HERE I COME MAN.
time flies.
one last chance to get it right! arghh**
another 10 more days??
my vacation, ONE MORE MONTH BABE!

and not forgetting my-others-sweet-plans. gathering. shopping. FOOD. Aussie?
BUUHOO .WOOHOO.
AAAAAAAAAAh.

** going for a hair cut tomorrow with Lih.
** gonna meet up with Nathan.
** intensive class.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

a certain song hits the spot

WEDNESDAY.
29102008.

I told myself today was gonna be the day.
No more excuses cause I knew exactly what to say.
Was gonna make my play,
but just like yesterday my mind erased
and I let the moment slip away.
**holyshit.

Been pretty occupied lately till I have absolutely no time to blog at all.
meet up with Ben on Monday.
HAA and he did some funny stuff. okay okay I should not mention here.
what a coincidence, bump into boon wei on Tuesday.
the first two hours class was great I can said (:
unfortunately the following hourS was s u c k s. really.
okay, I'm freak-out not gonna blog much know..
I'm late for the day. oh-my..
is already 11.00 A.M
will be back late night.

Toodles.

Monday, October 27, 2008

my wish to you


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ignore me, please.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you girl, LOO WAN LING.


&


HAPPY DEEPAVALI to my boyfriend* and his girlfriend
(sorry,I dunno what's her name xD)
=D

Sunday, October 26, 2008

tuff tufff

SUNDAY.
26102008.



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I'm stupid. or shall I say I miss muh school TOO much?
thought of going to school tomorrow.
oh-my. I forgot that it is Depavali!!!!
stupid enough?
maybe I was stucked in my home-sweet-home for ages.
dah out-dated. thats why.
and I'm so out-dated with mooovie :(
wanted to tag along with the gals on Saturday for a movie, but ya I failed to go with them.
cause I'm still in a sick mode.
sneezed*
AGRH, SPM.
Racking my brain, it's driving me crazyy.
I couldn't stop being this way.
Lets dream big dreams, because little dreams have no magic*
:D

Friday, October 24, 2008

it's been awhile

FRIDAY.
24102008.


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lets (:
another Friday arrived. which means another week is going to end.
Friday, muhh pretty Friday..
I'm supposed to be attached with loads of books, but it seems didn't work.
I'm sick. really sick recently.
skipped school for berturut-turut three days.
yeah, first time in history. (I'm a good girl for God sake)
and I have got no idea why my parents treat me so good these days..
I must be dreaming, oh-my.
I'm having soar throat. flu. on Wednesday and a minor fever since Thursday? till now.
sneezed* my voice changed tremendously due to the flu (;
I like it this way. no one recognize my voice although they are on the phone with me?
HAA. madness, I know.
oh well, I need to apologize to those who messaged me and needed my reply.
SORRY :D
is so inconvenient uhh, I know.
and thanks to those who are there to drive me around, fetch me up and down.
HEE, I know they want me to get my car license ASAP.
haa, I will think about it later on (:
I attended intensive course on Tuesday and Thursday.
and you know what, the Account teacher claimed that it's hard to fail this particular subject.
and yet some of us do it pretty "well".
what a great job, I'm one of it.
I flung my Account in trial. the worst of all subjects and the worst results since form 4.

you tell me, isn't it a great thing? xD
maybe I must try to figure it out...


Toodles.

Monday, October 20, 2008

yuuhoo~

MONDAY.
20102008.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to Tan Boon Wei.
haa. I know you gonna see this, but dunno when only (;


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to Francis Yeoh! =)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

bleary eyed

SUNDAY.
19102008.

Yawn*
Ahh, such a cooling weather..
and I tersleep in class again.
er.. I didn't want to do that, buttaa I just can't control.
hee. anyway, it just happened once in the blue moon la kay. ohreally?*
and yeah, before I forgotten, I attended wedding diner on Saturday and grandma's birthday on Sunday.
sorry ya, no pics, was busying eating (:
ciao.



Thursday, October 16, 2008

when there's a will, there's a way?

THURSDAY.
16102008.


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I'm lazy to blog, you see.
not in the blogging mood =X
stress. 2 more weeks to go?
should i say wohoo or wt*?
anyway,sorry for the dead blog ya.
bear with me (:

- met up with Dee and Lih.
- car broke down, and it was raining. wth*
- had dinner at Station One.
- wasted another 24 hours. haih.
- went tuition at night.
- had some chit-chat with Dy and Lih about our trip* till 2 A.M.
(don't dissapoint me, please.)
- itinerary for the weekends: back to Melacca.


you know I looked forward to this (:
ONLY this?
more to go.. WEE~
Aussie.
waveboarding?
gathering.
and never forget FOOD and SHOPPING

ohmygosh. till here thn (;

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

a song and everything nice

TUESDAY.
14102008.



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Recently these two days I spent my time in The Book Cafe.
A very nice place to chill out know. haa.
Met up with Lih and Ryan today.
yeah, I'm BROKE. but I'm still eating this right after my lunch.
ohmygosh.
anyway, my study plan lasted for around 4 hours? ya, I think so.
then we had some chit-chat (=
Lih fetched me home once again. thanks!
by the way, I had an irony night! Damn*
like usual, I never like attending my Tuesday's tuition class.
(dun ask me why)
instead of tagging along with szen to go for tuition.
I walked there. alone. in the night. and it almost rain. (cause she was sick)
great.
mum ASSUMED that I will skip my tuition again, so she didn't pick me up after tuition.
waited for her around half and hour. argh.
she asked, I thought you didn't go to tuition? I answered, I don't wanna go either.
arrgh, I should not go to tuition TODAY! xD
ciao.

Monday, October 13, 2008

countless alphabats with a cup of tea

MONDAY.
13102008.


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some pics for the day.

well, I was stucked with books for hours thats why the pics above existed (;
I lost my concentration, my mind flew somewhere else.
er, actually not far. it was just next door xD
hee.
till thn.
-to.be.continue.-

Sunday, October 12, 2008

take 1

SUNDAY.
12102008.


PMR candidates!!
All the best (:

SPM candidates,
GAMBATEH~!! (:

Saturday, October 11, 2008

the dark;bright side

SATURDAY.
11102008.


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okay, I know it's kinda lame.


Basically I got back all my results.
Umm.. I got ALL grades.
how great it is.
though a lil upset? disappointed?
Ahh, even my silly mistakes that would make you PUKE. seriously.
my tears as well.
I'm enough of everything.
and ya, teacher say we're not gonna re-sit for the damn* Sejarah.
I was like O-K-A-Y never mind then.
Accept it.
I know is time to clean up the mess and incompletes.
I know NOW is the time to speed ahead
m I adhere to do that? I wonder.
where is the urge?


on the other hand, I went out with the couples and wai toong in the evening.
they came and pick me up and then we headed to Parade to grab some food.
Haa. we spent one and a half hour in Pizza hut.
we ate one regular pizza and three pan pizza and with the soup of the day and some garlic bread.
and we headed to carefour for a walk.
the plus point of the day is : I ate a lot. hee.
and the worst thingy is I cant sleep. the food haven't digest. dang*
HAA, all of us were facing the same problem.
had fun with them, funny people xD
sorry, no pics for today and I'm lazy to go into details
I know my blog is kinda dull these day..
I do think so. Dun you?



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My words are still hidden within
with ah chong.

Friday, October 10, 2008

a lil' different

FRIDAY.
10102008.


No schooling on Friday, WEE~
I SUPPOSED to meet up with the gals today
unfortunately, it did not turn up well
I'm sorry laa wei.
and stop calling me goldfish in you guys punya blog.
Arghh~ my eyes not that big kay, you should know that xD
okay okay, the main purpose to SP again is to fix my phone.
cause I think that I really need my phone whenever I'm bored?
I went to Popular to shop for BOOKS since I wanted to own that for ages ago.
oh my.
you know what, I didnt get any of it.
sad :(
mum claims that I should not read this kinda books now.
AHH, okay okay. I know I know.
well, I spent some money on stationaries today.
what a good girl.
around of applause =D


muhh random pic of the day :)

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reflection of me.
interesting book title uhh hee.

my words ends here then.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

misfortune

THURSDAY.
09102008.


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ARRGH!! I had a miserable week.
I lost 20bucks on Monday.
and I twisted my neck.
I think it's because I slept with my book that night.
fine enough.
Tuesday, I lost my highlighter. @#$%*
and don't know how in the world, I hurt my back.
Great.
Wednesday, another wonderful* day of mine.
I lost my calculator. Well, I'm not the only pity one.
few of us lost it just after our Maths period.
Damn**
anyone have extra calculator??
borrow please (=
apparently, I skipped my lunch for the day and I had my tea break' at 4 o clock.
and yeah, teacher belanja us pizza during BM tuition
so that can be considered as my dinner (=
I'm seeking for teacherS for the application form and the software that teacher had promised to give to me on Thursday.
ended up, one of the teacher was absent and another teacher call me to find her on the following week!!
AHH.
and not to forget my class teacher.
she actually called me to attend school on Friday to complete the report cards, testimonials thingy, nilam and also co-curriculum.
of course I refused to come =PP
unless I get to change my results! xD evil laughs**
I helped her most of the time. but not this time.
HELLO, where's the monitor man.
she was like "okay thn, since you are not coming tomorrow, so can you buy me food in the canteen?"
SUAN LE BA'. okay, since the bell is gonna ring in few minutes time.
so I went to canteen to grab her food and put it inside of her car.
she was like "thanks ya xin wei, thank you very much."
I smile as in return (:
deep in my heart, I know I'm late.
YEAH, LATE.
and I got scolded from my mum.
whatever it is.
AHH, I'm out of words.

have a nice day people (:

你看透了吗?


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生命到了第十七个行列,可惜,空虚点仍然没下降,反而到了虚空的极点
薄薄又大张的地图上,我就连一只蚂蚁都不如,多么的渺小,多么的目中无人
说她后悔为什么两年前把我留下在这,不到别的学校去
想回起,若是时光倒流,我的选择仍然依旧不变,留在这...
一来,我不曾后悔我的选择,留在这里给我看透了我未来的交叉路
二来,她知道我有所不舍...
对!我就是不舍,真的不舍,所以留了下来
其实默默在我身旁的朋友一句话都不说,当我最需要朋友的时候,他们仍然都在,都在
很感激,真的。
(当你读到这片散文时,应该知道自己的大名吧,呵呵)
有时候天空是晴的,但心情却是十分糟蹋
就因为我不喜欢被遗弃的感觉
我相信我不去找他们,他们也不会找我
因为现在都应该各自各忙了,忙大考

无可否认期望越高,失望越大
我们说大家应该透明一点,我好像透明到隐形了
说怎么办?
我们都心知肚明一定有这样的考验,都知道。
心情不好,大发脾气
脾气不好,忍让就好,对吧?
月亮有圆有缺,我是不是也应该接受这个道理?
我不知道你们有几看重
我们的友情,可是我真的看重。
看重到别人都说
结果不应该这样...
可以不要每次都是
我们先主动吗,就快发狂...
这次就连我也有同样的想法
你们说怎么办?
我无言以对 :I

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

put'day

Lets do some shout out here (=

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07.October.
Lets call him Mr Unknown.
Happy 17 ya boy!! (=
your birthday will always be a mystery to everyone, but not me. hee.
*MUAHAHA. evil laugh.


08.October.
Happy 17 to Ailenna and Adrian (=

09.October.
Once again, Happy Birthday to Mr. Nigel!
(=


Monday, October 06, 2008

screaming hysterically

MONDAY.
06102008.




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Due to my laziness, this post is gonna be short.
Well, I'm so uninspired for quite a long time I would say.
and yeahh. FINALLY. today.
the day that I had really make up my mind and thoughts.
(just in the sudden, which I dunno how.)
THANK GOD for that =D
lets R-O-C-K the last 30dayss together buddies.
woohoo.



come back to trials.
there are some papers that I need to re-sit.
I want an A1 for that.
and I'm looking forward to it (=
I'm gonna grab the opportunity before it's too late man.
Hopefully I can score.


on the dark side =(
my tears dropped today.
kinda pissed. never mind, is okay.
the teacher ASSUMED that I changed my answer for my BM.
and he refused to give me marks for that question. WTH?!
I was so damn* innocent. seriously I didn't do that.
and I wonder why teacher don't believe me. URGHH**
(I'm kinda close with that teacher)
maybe he thinks that I will do this for the SAKE of getting A in BM.
fine enough.
haihh, I don't think I'll score well in other papers too.
SHE** nagged for an entire hour today.
Great. and as usual, she will call one by one by looking their papers and start her speech.
she didn't mention how much I get and didn't really comment about anything.
she just said 'not bad' softly.
I was like WTH. means???
I'm curious enough to know whats her RANGE for the 'not bad'
cause I think I screwed up the paper =(
and she say not bad?
never mind, just be patience.
another few more days and I will know.
you see. my lil world really turned up side down.
okay,I will stop my craps here.



***Oh ya, before I forget.
my nseries is facing a little problem.
anyone sms me during between Saturday night till Sunday morning?
cause I didn't realise until the next morning when I woke up.
Aiks, gonna go Pyramid to fix my phone this Friday.
I really need my phone when I'm bored. =SS

Till here thn.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Untitled

SUNDAY.
05102008.



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I cut muhh fringe by myself.
Is not the first time, it turned out worst because it doesnt look nice =SS
I cant stand the length of my hair.
I want it to be long, and I'm still waiting for it..
days by days.. argh*


Apparently, I did not have any input to muhh brain for this wonderful-9-days!
I did. but not much.
nothing much in my thick thick skull.
oh my.
I need to borrow a 32GB memory card for a MONTH.
YEAH, just a month. Please.
you know how slow my brain works (=

I'm still a sick patient.
( Ali! I want that. give me la. )
so don't treat me so bad lah. hee.
I need an appetizer. A NICE ONE.
FOOD doesn't look tempting to me at all.
the remedy is to EAT. like what I used to.
haa. I will be doing that soon. very soon.

the plan for today was canceled.
just because I can't find the right person to tag along for some Chinese paper seminar held in PJ.
I don't wanna be "their" light bulb la.. hee.
and ya, tomorrow dah Monday.
I don't have the guts to look at my results.
my little world seems to be upside down.
the one which I have confidence with gaining good result didn't turn up well.
I'm gonna suicide. really.
you will see my tears dropping down tomorrow, no worries..
haa.

** I miss I miss and I miss..

Friday, October 03, 2008

I need a second.

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well, I'm not gonna blog much.
scream-out.