everything back normal

Say YEAHH! *Clap*
Blog is getting up to date, is like finally, after months and months.. On the other hand, my MSN, Friendster, Facebook, Photobucket, and Picasa was totally a mess! There's too many unknown in MSN. Friendster already outdated. My Facebook application reach 999 before SPM and now left 200++ (over flood!). Picasa was not that bad, just that bloody computer broke down and it cause ALL my pics GONE! (I saved everything in computer but not in the picasa web). Wth. So, I was thinking to create a brand new account for my MSN and Facebook. Okay or not? Anyone, give me comment please.

February is gonna end in a bit. Thought of quiting my job and do whatever I wanna do on the coming March but I changed my mind instead. I will continue working and having fun at the same. Yaiks.. working is not that good like what everyone thinking, I prefer studying! I can't wait to start College. Olala. I still can cope with my job. Overall is quite interesting (although you have to do the same old thing every single day.) because my clinic offer minor surgery. That's the most interesting part of all. I can't blog about the details here but if you're interested to know, I can tell you (:

Toodles.

P/S :: Other than Photobucket and Picasa, anyone know a better web to upload pictures?

may love remain no matter how the weather change

my heart need your beat.

tied as tight as the lacing on a high-top boot, like we cannot stand being apart.

Who gets to determine when the old ends and the new begins? It's not on the calendar, it's not a birthday, it's not a new year, it's not an event - big or small, it's something that changes us, ideally it gives us hope, a new way of living and looking at the world. What's important is that we never stop believing, exactly like what I'm grasping for days and nights. Memory, is a part of the present. It builds us up inside; it knits our bones to our muscles and keeps our hearts pumping. Tell me, there's no full stop for this. Tell me, our friendship/relationship will be everlasting. I bet anyone of us never want to stuck in this situation. Tell me, together we will work this out. I rememberd you told me, we (ALL OF US) will be going through a heartache situation as the time passed by, as we grow older and after all we wll be stronger. Isn't it. And now is the time. Please, I can't work this out by myself or only two of us. I will never loose hope in this even though it might be turned up worsen or even more heartbeaks is coming up...

18 pl

I'm going for vacation soon, like 123544564343 more days.. couldn't imagine that. Why? I'm having toooooo much mix feelings now :(

LOVE MATTERS

Ah-ha. I went to cinema toady with Lih and Darren. David was busying with his exams so it's only three of us :( Lih actually called me to dress up like 18 a bit cause they scared I can't go in. *Piff* I dedicated this movie to guys, especially, casanova! So watch it. There's a great moral value indeed. Calls is definitely a distraction when you and your bff in cinema. HA. I get tons of calls from few people. *Ahem* The 'interesting' part was the movie when on and off for not only one time! Spolier man. Guess what, I pick up my phone when the movie went off and I hang up my phone when the movie is on. xD

That's all for today. Hee.

random

This guy, SOON FEI.

Apparently, this is the only picture that I have. He actually refused to take pic with me because he claims that we can meet each other up easily. What a coincidence, I met him few days ago when I was heading to work. I waved my hand to him. Pity me, he thought of some malay girl saying hi to him UNTIL he walk towards me, and he saw me. WTH. I'm gonna chop him into pieces.

hello, world.

It gonna be a long long post (: hope that I won't bored you out.


AHHH-NO! MY PRECIOUS PICTURES all gone! Thanks to the computer and I'm currently using laptop. URGHH! Well, I have a bad news. I will be working until the end of March BUT I'm definitely free if you guys call me for an outing. Just let me know earlier okay (;

Let me tell you what I'd gone through within this two months. Like everyone said, working as a nurse is challenging. Indeed, it is so true. Those cute little babies will make your day. But not all alright. I met two kids. (One is 2+ while another one is around 6+). You must be thinking what is so special about them? Adorable la. Uber cute little girl, especially the 2 years old one. She didn't cry when she got injection. She just claim that her hips there got a little pain. Freaking cute! Same goes to the 6 year old plus kid. How many children won't be yelling like shit and let the whole world knows when they're having a jab? It's like 3/100? HAA.

I won't be bored of giving medic and of course to take care of people etc etc. because I know every day is a challenging day. You may touch a life today or a life will touch you. An old lady came to the clinic. Her son was terrible, seriously. When I called her name and when it was her turn, she walked slowly with her tongkat and I went there to help her out. She placed her hand onto me and I can strongly feel that her hand was shivering! Her son said these to me at the same time 'Don't need to hold her, let her walk by herself'. Unfortunately, his word didn't went into my thick thick skull. I feel so pity for her. No matter what, she is still your mum! and she's already 80++. How in the world you can do this to her. Anyone, slap him please. HAA. Afterall, this is not the worst part. There's an old man which is very well-to-do. He owned quite a number of company and his is a healthy old man UNTIL he got stroke just in the sudden. Guess what, he thought he will be leaving soon so, his children called him to get a will. He placed all his aset to his son and daughter! After some time, he's out from hospital BUT he was kicked out from his own house. WTH! HE GAVE EVERYTHING TO HIS BELOVED CHILDREN and now, he own nothing. Not even a place to sleep with... sigh.

Let me ask you a question. 'M I tan?' In my point of view, I'm not tan. Fair enough. (compare to primary and secondary.) I haven't really get a tan that I really wanted. HAA. I met at least 2-3 people in a day who talked to me by using Malay language. (mostly Chinese people.) Guess what, I replied them in malay too. *Bang wall*

Some of them stepped into clinic and stared at me for few seconds.. and I asked, "Yes?"
Their first question was "Doctor ada ke?"
"Ada." I nodded my head.
'你是华人啊？' I smiled as in return.
and they were so paisei!! HAA.

There's another one. She is a maid and this is our conversation..
she :: 'Kau melayu sini ke?'
me :: 'UHH??'
she :: 'Kau dari Indo ke?'
WTH. At that second, I burst out laughing!! I'M A PURE TAN CHINESE wei xD
I will pin the blame on my new haircut and my new specs!

Okay, I think that's all for now. I can't blog more, cause I do think there is a little bit of sensitive issue.hee. I can tell you but definitely not here.

Toodless.

"If touching one persons life is a good thing, then touching one thousands of people's lives must be a great thing"

I'm waiting and staring..

I want my hair length to be like this!!Sighh :X

P/S :: I'm sure you must have heard the popular book series Confessions of a Shopaholic. It was turned into a movie!

blue-green

I'm going blue and geen today (:

Nothing special about today. WE (mum and I) headed to KL to do a little shopping. My hair and back is the mood spoiler. Although I hit the mall quite frequently BUT I didn't buy a thing. I'm sad and happy in the same time (:

I'm hungry, ciao.

us, again

20022009.
FRIDAY.

HOHO, It's FRIDAY :D
Other than a to-do-list, yours truly have a to-buy-list!! Gaga.
Yes, Hui Yan and I hit the mall again to look out for some new stuffs and not to forget gossip gossip! We both are a 24/7 talking machine. *nod head*


P/S : Ignore my bloody hair.

I like this (:

without specs?

or with it?

and this.

Thank GOD we went back home safely. It was uber late at that time.

我百感交集

YES, finally. This is my 101 post.

Picture of you, picture of me,
hung upon your wall for the world to see.
Picture of you, picture of me,
remind us all of what we used to be.

我不是有感而发，只是想写写两句..
还记得我曾以沉默来带过，这并不代表我不在乎，也不代表我接受，我只是无言以对。
任何一方都对，无人是罪。
删除所有的借口，为甚麽就是达不到一个共同协议？
我不要隔着无言的空气，和那永步存的距离。
因为那些让你如此的不快乐，正是曾让你深深地快乐过，不是吗？

如此的简单与直接，我不曾放弃过！！

is still on my nerve

everything seems so wrong.
I get mad easily these days.
I think too much at one time.
and I'd start to hate myself nowadays.




a bit of this and a bit of that,
I got the feelings that I'm gonna ruin my life sooner/later.
blame it on the Internet connection.
will continue blogging once everything is done.

CURRENT STATUS : Still mad.

a bit more and it's gonna be up to date

I will make everything short and simple just to make sure my blog is up to date.
URGHH!! so little time, so much to blog.
Pathetic, I know.



07022009.
SATURDAY.

WE (dad, sis, and I) bought a phone for my mum as her birthday present and I distributed 200bucks. *OUCHH. Apparently, yours truly pay back her mum and her sis 100bucks each! And now, another 200bucks gone. I got a minor serious heartache. Sad. On the other side, I'm contented cause I didn't use a single sen from my salary. (definitely not a decent one) Okay, back to the point, we went down to KL with my relatives to grab our dinner and we did some shopping in Mid Vally and The Garden. We don't really have much time to shop, so yeah, we plan to hit the mall again during sales. smart choice uhh (;
That's all.



11022009.
WEDNESDAY.

Woohoo~ I got called up for a survey, which means I'm gonna get paid again :D I went there straight after my work. This time, Hui Yan tagged along. It was a super last minute decision. We will be doing survey for Business Research and Market Analysis. They also having in Boston, London, Singapore, Hong Kong, Sydney etc etc. As usual only 8/9 / 8/10 will be pick for the survey. I'm in but not Hui Yan. She get the pay after dinner and the first thing she did was shopping!! Pity me. This is will be a little different. Why? ALL girls, and I'm the youngest?! Nevertheless, I did not know anyone of them. I have no idea why I picked Chinese survey rather than English. (usually English survey) Anyway, we get the survey done at the stoke of 10. After all, that survey was not that bad. The bad part is about to begin. Pointless for having license without car right. We went back home by KTM. The stupid counter was closed and only two of the machine was still functioning. *FAINT. I think I need to be smarter - to get a touch and go card. It would be much more easier for me. I have to say sorry to her because the que was really long. After get the tickets, off we go. It's terrifying because it was the last train. Not much people sitting as well. We reach KL SENTRAL in few minutes time. Thank God that we went down that train. We were busy talking until it almost cause us forget to go down the train. Sound so stupid uh. It was another fatigued day.

Us.

She bought that and it cost 300+ bucks. oh my..

*// GOSH. you never know how much time I need just to update my blog //*

okay, lets continue..

14022009.

SATURDAY.

有情之人，天天是节.

True enough.

Yes, is Valentines. *ahem* No flowers no chocolates. BUT I went for dinner after work with a girl and a guy. And again, it was our last minute decisions (; We actually headed to SS15 but due to the cars and human beings, we decided to make a turn, back to Subang. Huge time-waster. Ish. That dinner was so-so because Victoria Station was fully booked. We snapped a few shots but I'm not gonna post it. Freaking ugly. We spend two hours together. Although it is just 120 minutes, but that is more than enough :D

the two human being for that night, Darren Soh, Yeh Lih.

♥ u and u and u like I always do.

Toodles.

my hair sux

My tittle tell you all.

victoria beckham

station one

today was just random (:

I walked there after my work, stared at the menu for half an hour, ordered our food and drinks, kept on texting her, until our order was here and that particular waitress looked at me like one kind. I guess she thinks I'm crazy when she took my order.

"one girl drink two drinks and a main course?"
and my look was "what? cannot meh."

even yours truly felt like a weirdo at that moment. because LIH & ALEX was on their way for an hour. (If i'm not mistaken, MR Nelson gone through this before right? xD) HMPHH. finally, they came. when I'm done with my food. sweat. and today was my very first time meeting Alex. 3 of them (legend family) has been talking about him and meeting him except me. so yeah, finally. I'm not gonna blog about the details but overall today was not a bad day-cut off the waiting part la. HAA.

sorry, I'm just bored.

my new year resolution

okay, I'd a whole lot to spill and I would like to start with my new year resolutions.



/forge forward/


Eat healthy, stay healthy. It's a must.
:: I don't think that I'm healthy enough. consuming outside food everyday. and pimpleS are popping up. Shit.

Put on weight. Oh babe, I'm trying tho.
:: I had around 5 meals per day, but I'm loosing weight. wth?

Be positive, be confident. I'm lack of this? sort of.
:: still, negative.


Cut off all vulgar languages?
:: can I consider this so far so good? (;

No more procrastination. This is a huge time-waster.
:: I rate it 50 50. still need to get rid of this sickness.

Spend more time with ALL my buddies. Yeah, I mean all.
:: I met some already. and more to come!!

Make compromise in relationship/friendship. We have to. the legend family.
:: I've been always positive in this!

Improve my lousy English. It's a must!!
:: I see no improvement. sad case.

More cashy$. Bank account already K.O.
:: this made me satisfied the most! I started my new year with negative hundreds, but now HAA.

Electronic gadgets. ( Itouch/Iphone. own camera. own laptop. Polaroid!! )
:: always dream about it.

Grow taller by another 2cm? Hmm..
:: sounds so impossible already? never mind.


Overall, it was terrible isn't it? I will continue to improveeee!

Toodles.

down town

*My blog is soo lack of update, I know.

I went PJ with my mum and sister to visit my beloved nanny. It's been really a long time since our last visit. IF I have got a car, with license of course, the very first place that I want to go is Damansara, PJ. I'd this thought since my family and I moved to Subang. Till now, I would still think of that. It definitely will happen in few months time!! look into my eyes and believe me (;

We did some shopping before headed to nanny's place.
Guess where's this place :D

this restaurant caught my eyes, I definitely will go there for a tea one day, anyone wants to join? (;