31st of March

31! Which clearly means - Baskin Robbins! Anyone wants to buy me some? Like I said, no more procrastination. Finally this day has arrived, my last day of working in a clinic. *Laughs* It's time to say goodbye to my dull routine for the past three months! I thought I will be happy but deep down, it was fairly okay. I'm so gonna miss them :( Although I do complain lots. So sweet of them, they belanja me again. I'd learned many things in these three months. Truly thanks (; Everything is priceless.

Grrr. My stomach was aching since last midnight. The worst thing was I started to have a minor fever during afternoon. Double urghh. I have to attend a dinner later (Yeh Lih's birthday). So I took a quick nap after I went off. Mum suddenly said that she can't fetch me go there so I texted my dy (: and HE picked me up! HAA. Dy and his dy was in the car. His dy was even more nervous/ stressed than dy because dy was the one driving. Confusing? HAA.

I can say the plan was not really well-planned but at least most of them attended it :)

Place : Italiannies.
People : Yeh Lih. Her bro, yours truly, David Gu, Darren Soh, Yi Wen, Marilyn, Ed Vinn, Kaveeta, Su Ann, Angel and Ee Tien. ( Di Wei, in Bangkok. Others no transport. Chee Hui, NS. )

This cake was from Ed Vinn, Marilyn, yours truly, Darren and David

Birthday girl woman! HAA

One more is missing ;/

Candid shot 1.

Candid shot 2.

Candid shot 3.

YES, we still owe you a group pic. Beware, we will kidnap you anytime ya (:

That's all for today, I need rest, really s i c k.

scream and scew it

I'm happy. I'm so not happy.

My GOD knows sometimes life sucks like this. When one trying to forge forward, others would be pulling you backwards.. I thought I'm almost there, to seek for a better life. My mood has gone down to the lowest point when I picked that call. Medical check up has got a problem. Totally speechless and expressionless. Because there's no point I'd pass all those interviews but not the medical check up. I started wondering what IF I fail the second time? I still remember during the first interview, Miss Lim questioned me about this, 'What IF you can't get the sponsorship from SunMed?'. I answer 'I will find others to sponsor me then' Thinking back now, IF I really can't get it, I'll pay for the whole course (I prefer this rather than sponsorship) / find others to sponsor? / back to Malacca and study business. *slap self* I'm fearful. Sponsorship is not as good as you think..

I'm strong and weak at the same time :I

home alone

WOOHOO Home alone? I'm supposed to be happy because my parents is heading back to Malacca and I will be home alone! Sadly, I'm going to sleep over at my cousin's place :( Nothing much happened these two days. Movie and food for the first day. Spent around 5 hours in latin class on the next day (:



Music makes life more beautiful,
Rythem makes me move.

(;

you make me go round and round

There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I'm no longer stuck in that situation because indirectly nursing is what I'd choosen. Business? It take time to fulfill my dream (:

I have pass the first section, which is interview and now the second part, medical check up. *deep breath in and out* This is so important for a nurse want-to-be. If you got a positive sign in blood test like HIV and HEB B and so on/ urine got infection/ lungs or kidney got problem, you can't enroll yourself in this particular Hospital or career. I'm super scared because I don't think that I'm a health freak? Yaiks. I went for a breakfast section with Mum since it's still early. After that, mum dropped me off at SunMed. I didn't know the system for this hospital is worst then I thought. At first, Yeh Lih and I went to the wrong block (because they didn't written in the letter). Never mind. Then, we found that place but the person who in charge is still absent. We can't do anything expect waiting for the slow poke. She was late for half and hour and she was wondering why are we so early? Nonsense. She bring us into a room and have a 'talk'. We fill up those forms and hand in those incomplete particular details that we left out during our first interview. She ask us to hand in our SPM results too because she can't proceed to the medical check up if we didn't give her. All of us stunned for a few seconds. We told her we already hand in every single details during the first interview. So, she called up the college and fax our results to her and we got to wait again. Few minutes later, she came in with few SPM slips unfortunately it's not ours. Great. She went out and came in the second time with the correct slips. Gosh, like finally. Out of sudden, she said we gonna have another interview today! Wth. I'm totally speechless. Fine. After the so called 'interview', we proceed to the medical check up. Guess what? Before we left that place, she ask us whether we are still UNDERAGE or not. If yes, we need one of our parents to be with us during the medical check up. Ahhh, I feel like killing her! Grrrr! She didn't told us earlier about this! All of us called up our parents and we need to wait again. Everything is super duper time-consuming.

I'm too lazy to spill out what happend later on. Conclusions is, they make me go round and round, wasting my own sweet time. I spend 8 hours there! you tell me, stupid not?

Grrr, till then.

jump into fashion

Yours truly is in ♥ with this....

Lacoste.

Miss Sixty.

Jumpsuit! A simple yet fab look!

cute tee.

MORE IS COMING UP

P/S ::

My life seems better now (:

I want that DSLR and laptop badly!

I'm still waiting for those who go for NS people message me!

I want to meet my legend family laaaaa :/

silent mode

Borring yet tiring. Yawn* Uncle picked me up at 7 sharp in the morning and he dropped me at SS23 to listen the driving amali. I put on a smile face when I reached there because most of them are Chinese and I met one of the old schoolmates! How great. But things didn't turned out as smooth as what I'd expected. I waited for 3 hour plus with watching those feller taking their own sweet time. Zzz. I can't do anything much, so I put on my ear phone and sleep (: (the class is not even start yet) I didn't pay much attention when he started to conduct the class. Thanks to him. I'm super semangat at first unfortunately the time is killing me softly. I just heard he mumbling all way long and so the first 3 hours ended without knowing anything or prolly something. The following 3 hours was dull. Thank God my mini fan was in my bag. If not, I'm already turned into a dead fish. Relief surge through me when I reached home. AHH, like finally, home-sweet-home :D Thought of working during night time, but I'm super lazy and tired..

I had a yum cha section with Yeh Lih and Ed Vinn and he's the driver for the day. We went to Old Town meet up with Nelson and his girlfriend. Spend around an hour at there then we make a move to Tanjung. That particular place is so polluted now. Not like before. Yaikss..

Thats all for now. I'm too lazy.

stalker stalk there *evil laugh

Worst hair on earth :S

What a title?! Yeh Lih was complaining me being a stalker for all day long. That's why this tittle appear here. HAA. Back to the topic, I'm lost in Sunway University once again! I can't find the place that they told me. Urgh. While waiting for Yeh Lih, I bumped into loads of people. College life seems sooooo nice. *envy-nye.* The interview (sponsorship for nursing) for today was okay for me. I thought it will be a total serious silent interview =.=' In the end, I'm so wrong. Is that a good thingy? (; I stoned for few second when Miss Lim question me about 'What's the current sickness issue.' I gave her my HUH look and simply throw out some sickness. HAA. Stupid me.

I told a lie. I mean.. not really. or a minor one.

'Is nursing your first choice?' she asked.

'Yes.' I nod my head.

'So,what's your second choice.'

'Business'. and I smile weakly as in returned.

To me, it's will still remain as a question (:

I had a yum cha section with Yeh Lih, Nelson and friends just because we don't have a driver to fetch us home. My blog post is getting lame, I know (:

P/S :: NELSON NG is the annoyer for that day :P

Hell long tag!

Tagged by Amelia Ang. Yeh Lih. Shue Ze.

001. Real Name: Chong Xin Wei.

002. Nickname(s): Xin xin. Ah chong. Little worm. Tamil rapper. etc.

003. Age: 17+++

004. Horoscope: Virgo

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary: Tadika .... forget d eh xD

l007. Middle School: SJK(C) Sungai Way

008. High School: SMK Subang Utama

009. College School: Sunway University?

010. Hair colour: Brownish black.

011. Long or Short: Shorter than what I used to have.

012. Loud or Quiet: Loud at times, usually quiet.

013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera: Both :D

015. Health Freak: I wanna be.

016. Drink or Smoke: Rarely drink, hate smoking.

017.Do you have a crush on someone: Not really.

018. Eat or Drink: Both.

019. Piercings: Three.

020. Tattoos: Sux big time.

021. Social or Anti-Social: Partial.

022. Righty or lefty: Righty during camwhore! (;

023. First piercing: ear

024. First relationship: Middle school, puppy love.

025. First Best Friend: Lim Yi Wei :D

026. First Award: HOKI.

027. First Kiss: Err..

028. First Pet: Sadly, nope.

029. First Big Vacation: China

030. First Love at first sight: Nope.

031. First Big Birthday: Primary, at my house? xD

032. First Surgery: Nope.

033. First sport you joined: Hoki. I think.

This or That:

034. Orange or Apple juice: Green apple.

035. Rock or Rap: Rock.

036. Country or Screamo: What the hell is this.

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: None.

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: None.

039. Night or Day: Night.

040. Sun or Moon: Moon.

041. TV or Internet: Internet no doubt.

042. Playstation or xbox: No idea.

043. Kiss or hug: A hug for now.

044. Iguana or turtle: Iguana.

045. Spider or bee: None la.

046. Fall or spring: Fall.

047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes

048. Soccer or baseball: BASEBALL.

Currently:

049. Eating: Green apple.

050. Drinking: Soup.

051. Excitement level: 60%?

052. I'm about to: Update my blog.

053. Listening to: Mad - Ne-yo

054. Plan for today: Update my blog.

055. Waiting for: College to start, which is July. Sigh.

056. Energy Level: 70%?

057. Thinking of someone: Sometimes.

058. Want kids?: Yes.

059. Want to get married?: Obviously.

060. When?: At least 5 years from now.

061. How many kids do you want: 2 boy and 1 girl?

062. Any name on the mind: Not at all laa.

063. What did you want to be when you were little: Couldn't remember.
064. Careers in mind: What do you think?

065. Mellow future or wild: In between.

066. Something you would never try: Kill someone.

067. When do you want to die: 70 years old and above.

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)

068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.

069. Romantic or Funny?: Both.

070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller la obviously.

071. Protective or Caring?: Caring

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both.

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: HAHA.

074. Sensitive or Loud: Not too sensitive, not too loud.

075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship.

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: None.

077. Muscular or normal: In between.

078. Kissed a stranger: Crazy.

079. Broken a bone: Crazy.

080. Lost glasses or contacts: Unfortunately yes.

081. Ran away from home: Nope.

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Nope.

083. Killed somebody: Soon la.

084. Broken some one's heart: I don't know?

085. Had your heart broken: Not really.

086. Been arrested: Nope.

087. Cried when someone died: Yes.

088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Several time?

Do you believe in:

089. Yourself: Depends.

090. Miracles: Only when it happend.

091. Love at first sight: Yes.

092. Heaven: Yes.

093. Santa Claus: Not now.

094. Tooth Fairy: Hell no.

095. Kiss in the first date: Nope.

096. Angels: I don't know.

Answer Truthfully:

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : Yes.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Yes and No.

099. Do you believe in God? : Yes.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people : Those who leave message in my cbox (:

sayonara

I didn't realise until .. I receive messages from them early in the morning.
They are leaving for NS!! The worst part was, I failed my own plan - to meet them up. Big sighh. We shall meet up during June (: They promised me they will text me, and I'm waiting :D

Take care, dude and babe~

hot ahh

Pity me, this is the 6th post of the month :/

I'd pass my undang test on the 16th of March. I thought I can't even hit the minimum marks which is 41. Surprisingly, I got 47 out of 50 :O This time I used less than 20 minutes. Speechless uhh? Even the auntie said so xD I waited for almost 3 solid hours just because of that 20 minutes. Grr. The M friend went out for lunch when we reached there. Great! I waited for the slow poke under the bloody hot sun. It's killing me badly. My face gone red and I was sweating like mad. The best part was, the auntie scolded her badly. HAA. *laugh with me*

You must be thinking what a lame post uhh. Sorry, thats what I can say. My blog is seriously lack of update's. So, I decide to do the tag soon :D

A little more of everything

I'd been day dreaming for these few weeks, like I never used to..

Purely pessimistic or optimistic? I’m at that point in my life where things are neither good nor bad. But ... forge forward is what I truly remember (:

Hello (to those who still come to my dead-blog often) I want to blog so badly, unfortunately the time doesn't allow me :( my 24/7 is fully occupied till next week!

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I suppose to continue updating you-readers at my previous post but I'm having a little problem as usual. Grr. Never mind. Let's continue. Back on two weeks before was my dad's birthday. I did some last minute shopping with VV,driver- self known as my security guard and Szen, self known as my secretary!! =.=' You must be wondering why. Question them xD Last minute shopping is tiring. We painted the town red just for the sake of the present. Thank God, the present is much more lower than my budget. So I bought a book for myself (: I traded donuts for VV and Szen. Thanks for keeping me accompany again (:

P/S :: Pictures will be up soon.

Mum's nagging me for months as well as my relatives. I couldn't stand their nag's any longer so I just went for the sake of it. Nobody knows I went for undang test one day before the SPM results are released until.... I failed and I messaged two of them. You know my speed when it comes to objectives. Everything will be done in 15 minutes. So I rechecked every questions and overall I spent around 25 minutes. I thought I will pass but when it come to the cruel reality, I did NOT! 41/50. Stupid Chong Xin Wei. All the mistakes are from section B. I knew it :( Mum bombarded me like mad when I reached home. She was scolding me like shit. More than that la I can say. Mood spoiler. She was relating this to this and that all day long. It suck big time. What's the big deal man. I'm the one who's gonna pay the 50 bucks. Ahh, forget about it. This is not the worst part YET.

Uncertain things are killing me, and I'm certainly not asleep. Yes, the big day has arrived. I've been in the worry state for that something for three solid months! (Sounds so stupid uh) As I always said, things will never turn up as what you've planned. The driver picked me, Szen and Xu Wai up at 9 sharp and unfortunately we reached school at almost 11 in the morning. I wonder why we were so late for it xD My beloved ones annoyed me with messages because they can't stand any longer. Sorry la. Pin the blame on the driver. Hee. My heart gave a flutter when I stepped into the school. I had a chit-chat section with few of them before the results were out. AHH, nothing much I can say about that day. I s-t-o-n-e-d when teacher handed my results to me and I was e-m-o-t-i-o-n-l-e-s-s for the rest of the day. Did my effort went down the drain? Or I didn't put even a bit in it, like they say. God knows and I know but not you. I'd enough to spill out all my disappointments or whatever it is. Oh yeah, one more thing. I DID NOT CRY okay. Messages and phone calls flooded in and out all day long. Truly thanks :D I know you guys just need to make sure I'm okay. This should come to an end. BIG FULL STOP. A new beginning is already in front of my door step and I saw a glimmer of light....

- Indeed, ♥ hurts the most.

turn off the lights and stare in night

I thought it's gonna be alright.

I thought it's going to be just fine.

I thought I'm gonna see the sun and have some fun.

I thought the darkness starts to fade and the paper boat will just float away...

Current mode - emotionless.

1. Congrats to those who get flying colours in SPM. (I'm not one of them)
2. Phone calls and messages flooding in and out. Truly thanks (: (you know who you are)
3. Decisions.. Still couldn't make up my mind.
4. Living a hectic week. I need more oxygen.
5. My baby phone broke down again. URGH!!
6. Thanks to sis, my spec is no longer new. URGH!!
7. Quite a number of them is leaving in few days time - NS
8. My plurk is a slow poke.
9. Finally, I bought some books.
10. I need to breathe. I need to swim.

Will update soon..

it start from no where to some where

Watching the sky, as if you are watching a painting.

Coming to life, shifting and shaping,

staying inside, it all goes by.

The urge for blogging is fading away? No. That's not true.
I got a whole lot to blog but I'm staring at the laptop right now.. not knowing what to blog or I should say I don't know I should start from where. (same goes to shi ming) Basically, my daily routine for this three solid months was working like a mad feller, eating and still eating, non stop thinking, online and sleep. 24hours in a day gone just like that. The point is, I couldn't believe that I'm so relentless in this few weeks. I wonder is this a good thing to be proud of or vice versa. All my sweet plans has been delaying for months and I promiss myself I will start everything after March. (NO MORE PROCRASTINATION) Lazying in bed, online 24/7, more outings, movie and drama, books, driving license? xD gym, swimming pool!!!! Gosh. I need to rock my life once again. My life definitely would be dull without ALL this man. HAA. I still have three more weeks before I get all this things on the track. So ya, I'm questioning myself again, will next week be a faboluos week? Or like the nightmares that I had for pass few nights. I could't imagine. Yes, I'm still fearfull. Being worrying that for three months. Cried more than once. This couldn't change a thing, I know. Now, I'm believing in myself. Truely thanks to those listen for my craps and those praying for me for months.

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Okay, I'm back now. ****ing pissed. As I have told them I will only continue work ONLY IF I got to off for my important days.For instant, second week of March. Many things need to be done in this week but he seems like don't let me take off. Gosh, I don't get a decent pay. The working hours was crazily long and only one day off out of 30days. I can't find a point to continue working at there. I would choose to work in Sunway Hospital. Although the pay is not really a good one BUT they offer shiff and the working hours is definitely fix! I should stop my craps here.

Toodles.

it's been ages

(Don't ask me where's this picture came from. I'm not really sure too xD)

Rachel Ong Shiling, HAPPY ROCKING EIGHTEEN!!!

It's been 5 years since our last met? Gosh..

P/S :: Add my new MSN & FACEBOOK - ameliachong@live.com

(I'm currently still using the old one)

It's March

It's March!!! Not forgetting my new year resolutions.

/forge forward/


Eat healthy, stay healthy. It's a must.
:: Still, consuming outside food everyday. But overall was not-that-bad

Put on weight. Oh babe, I'm trying tho.
:: I will never giving up in eating! xD

Be positive, be confident. I'm lack of this? sort of.
:: It gonna turned up worst or vise versa in few days time.

Cut off all vulgar languages?
:: Okay what. hee.

No more procrastination. This is a huge time-waster.
::Still 50 50. I need to get rid of this sickness.

Spend more time with ALL my buddies. Yeah, I mean all.
:: Pretty happy. I met Ong Shiling after ages.

Make compromise in relationship/friendship. We have to. the legend family.
:: Going slow and steady?

Improve my lousy English. It's a must!!
:: I'm working out yo.

More cashy$. Bank account already K.O.
:: I like the figures now :P

Electronic gadgets. ( Itouch/Iphone. own camera. own laptop. Polaroid!! )
:: I'm gonna get one of that during this March?? :D

Grow taller by another 2cm? Hmm..
:: I'm like getting shorter instead. wth.

Overall, I'm happy :D at least better than last month!